Life was fine.. left one more paper n we can hv our freedom.. nt in e rite mood to write e blog nw actually. jux finish cryin e second time. todae so emotional.. head fish leong's wo shi xing fu de. n i cried. i'm realli so emotional todae. kept thinkin again. i know he wont b back. i knew it. after O's i realli don wanna think bout anythin. hope i realli wont c him again. but everytime i go friendster. i wld jux go n click on his account. i jux cant stop myself. i jux wanna work n work n work after O's. learn drum , learn jap, learn cooking. get myself busy. pls get him off my mind. it hurts so much to think of it. noone can help me. i can onli help myself. i'm tryin my best. my veri best. but e thought of him alwayx comes out. i hate e feeling. lookin forward to Md's gig at substation. thx gabe for e tix. lookin forward to prom too. but i got e same dress as amanda but hers is black. hmm.. mayb i'll go n take a look if there's ani other better one on mon. hope to do finish all e mcq's que in e ten years series. mux settle down my feelings n start workin hard for my last paper. LAST. =) n then i can enjoy my life with my family n frenx. actualy.. thought bout it. love is nt tad impt nw. i rather nt find ani than get hurt even more ltr on. cox i cant take e feeling animore. Nothin hurts like love. .. ..

Kaya Rant`
8:58 PM